Aack!!

Well,I have officially been in Florida for like 2days.I absolutely hate it already.I no more than got off the plane and started sneezing.Haven't stopped since.It's hot and muggy as hell.I can't wear my normal black clothes.That sucks sooooo bad.I'm stuck being away from my beloved kitty.I'm afraid he will forget all about me in my absence.I'm having to keep daylight hours now.I ended up with one hell of a migraine the first day and slept from like 6pm til 1am.Then from 2am til bout 8am this morning.All this for love.Sometimes I wonder if love is worth it.I already told mom and dad I hate it here.I don't belong here.I begin to wonder if I belong anywhere anymore.I feel like J was more than happy to get rid of me.All I have left is Joely and he is in NY visiting his family.I guess it just doesn't matter anymore.Life just isn't worth all this pain and heartache.